Caroline Cabrera I Need Constant Access to the Visual Thesaurus Animals taking different shapes to look more or less                      animal ladies undressed into twiggy birds what more can you ask than my rapt attention I follow a train of images back to my own name and still have trouble picturing my face without a mirror husband you are floating features too and everywhere I've ever been                  an undocumented wash husband is to globe           as cat is to blueprint of the house my brain ignores my nose   perpetually in purview I make a map of thoughts you uttered while asleep and another of feelings              we try but cannot voice I tracked your hormones on sheet music you make a smart ditty I require your shape